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Ok I am so pissed....SO PISSED....Milan lost to Empoli 0-1, and at home...AT HOME...AT THE SAN SIRO!!! A stadium with a reputation only matched by Nou Camp, Bernabeu, Old Trafford and Anfield....Emirates is too new...so not counted...

Milan without Kaka still should win Empoli easily...Gilardino and Inzaghi upfront can't score? Ok I will seriously consider buying a ticket to watch Milan play one day...One more loss within the next 2 weeks, and I will strongly consider sending and email to Milan, asking them to sack Ancelotti...Grrr...

Got back exam results, and so far I only passed EL, Chem and Phy...Might not pass physics due to SA1...I will only be safe if I pass Geog...I am so going to re-examine my life during the holidays...Anyway my biggest plan is to be able to do 1 hand chin ups...Currently looking for a better substitute than ice to numb my arms so I can work out longer and more frequently...Ice numbness wears out quite fast...

Ok Milan looks pathetic now...What is wrong?? There is no points deduction and you are playing like shit in the league and the champs league!

WHY WHY WHY...Since the odds are stacked against Milan and I can't do anything about it...I am going to swear I will do the backflip again if Milan win either the champs league or serie a. I am going to risk my back again...Yes...I remember doing it when Maldini lifted the cup in May, and my back hurt for almost a week...That sucks...

What to do? Maybe play in chess tourn and get prize money...maybe go for soccer training, or maybe isolate myself from the world and concentrate on bodybuilding...

For the chess tourn, maybe not, cause I am going to have an awkward moment with the school chess coach, cause of the bad blood between us...The guy who always says I have an attitude prob...

For soccer, what will the coach say if he says me having yellow hair?

And the bodybuilding thing, I gotta cut down on FM...

Anyway read on the net that the teacher doesn't like yanyan...Pity her...someone quiting showbiz and going to a foreign country...jiayou yanyan! I love you!

And DOWN WITH THE CONSERVATIVES!!! CHANGE SINGAPORE INTO A LIBERAL SOCIETY!!! Long live the spirit of Guevara! Yes, overthrow the government if you are not happy.

Now I have a headache...should I get a tribal tatoo or a guevara one on my arm when its big enough...

Yes i am nuts...

Finally the day is over...yawn! Everton vs Liverpool was extraordinary...last minute penalty by Kuyt, and Everton denied last few seconds penalty, even though Carragher dragged Lescott down...

So thats how derbies are...intense and fiery...But to me, the most intense and exciting league match is not a derby, but the Barca-Madrid match...of course...fast people charging down flanks and stepovers all over the place...Man U vs Chelsea is just long balls and blablabla...yawn...

I want to watch the Milan derby!!!!

Went to Joshua house to play soccer today...Got my arse wet and shoes soaked in the fucking rain...my palms have bruises all over...fuck! Damn bloody tired...sian...tomorrow is the day I get back results...Judgement Day...

My poor palms n big right toe...damn

Ok sammy lee got sacked yesterday...Big deal...He sucks big time. Bolton got the wrong manager! They should have got someone with a bad temper...like that Ajax coach, someone who will scream at Diouf's face and turn a group of ogres into man-eating monsters.

England lost to Russia and I am expecting to hear complaints from McClaren...who doesn't understand how he lost and is going to blame the artificial pitch. Just because its a piece of plastic and can't talk doesn't mean you can shift all the blame to it. England just suck..Yes they suck! They got a 100kg mass of fat at goal...and when you compare Robinson to Buffon, Cech and Casillas, you are going to laugh your arse off...Now defence...Central defence is good, but Iron Man is gonna feel the consequences of his actions one day, by playing through the pain barrier. Now in right back, theres impressive Micah Richards, and the injured A Cole in left back...ok no comments...Now in midfield, theres SWP...hahahaha...just another Pennant...runs fast and can't do anything...Lennon, Walcott all the same...Cant catch them but they can't do anything...Only Habana runs fast and kills fast...In midfield theres Gerrard and used to be Hargreaves...Ok no comments...and on the left theres Joe Cole...When was the last time I saw Cole contributing something? I thought he was a central attacking midfielder?

And the strikers are the most laughable part. Against Russia its glass man vs burning man...Owen will be injured real soon, and will be out of another couple of months...Rooney can never control his temper, and anyone can win England by provoking him...Ok who is the target man?? So many players and they don't know what to do with it...At least Aragones is winning now...

Maybe I should be an antisocial...should stop talking to people...stop asking...otherwise kenna branded kaypoh...

Haha I will shut myself out of the world once I get my FM08 and finish my O lvls...

I will place my fat arse in front of the comp, and rub my hands...taste the FM08 manual...blablabla...ONE YEAR OF AGONISING PAIN IS OVER!!!

Valencia looks delicious...despite having an outrageous budget of 1m...zigic villa morientes...vincente, joaquin, silva...

Chelsea smell of money...Lyon eats people in the french league...and shaktar shd win the league with my eyes closed...

Many stats changed...pato...kuyt...blablabla...ustari doesn't look so good now...haha

I WANT MY FM08 NOW!!!

Ok...interesting matches today...Rugby semi final, England vs Estonia, France complaining that the plane didn't land at the Faroe Islands...ok ok whatever!

Everybody in New Zealand is probably slamming the All Blacks, but credit to them! Who else dares to scream Ka Mate Ka Mate Ka Ora in Chabal's face? That is suicide! If the monster was hungry and decided some screaming Maoris tastes good, gosh...

My nose is getting abit fucked up now...Trying to avoid the pile of tissue paper on the table...ARRRGH!!!

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!


--Rudyard Kipling

Ok...the title says it all...and the weird thing is like, I don't feel any different now compared to during the exams...Strange...Still got stress because of Oct 31st o level chinese...sian...

A maths paper sucked today cause it was too toooooooo hard...Tok my head off if I pass...

This weekend looks exciting...Probably will be watching rugby instead of the international fixtures...Don't know the timing yet...

Getting freaking random now. Did some test and found out I was a left wing guy...which explains why I love Che Guevara so much...Maybe I should get a tattoo? Nah...if I was to get one, maybe I will get a tribal design like Kevin Boateng, minus the ghana thing...and I have to have large arms like him...

Ok just a few more days...tahan!!! tahan!! Woke up to a happy morning..Milan thumping Lazio 5-1...when was the last time Milan had such a result? Against the former serie a champs...the team that turned veron, nesta and nedvev into superstars...the team that used to have stam eating people at the back...hahaha the milan engine has finally started and its kicking...

However I still doubt Milan's chances of winning the serie a...look at inter...they are flying into outer space...with zlatan, my favourite striker, scoring goal after goal...what more can you ask of him..big, tall, fast, does tricks and of course, he scores...

South Africa vs Fiji was exciting...nice to see the fijians trying to well, try...but south africa's experience makes the difference...backing them to go all the way...

But the E Maths paper dampened my mood abit...Studying Geog after tuition made it worse...I don't expect to get much for geog...after all the disappearance from geog lessons...haha...

Exams end on friday...but then...still got o levels on 31st october...maybe need to go boot camp for a month if results suck..maybe need to attend enrichment classes during holidays...sian...

Slumping into depression again...Exams are turning me into a zombie...

Ok...so England will be playing France in the rugby world cup semi-finals...only watched the england vs australia match and even though I don't watch it regulary (last match outside world cup was some leicester tigers vs somebody match), I am wondering how does Wilkinson get so many penalty kicks...I didn't see him involved in any tackles and all he does is...well, kick the ball...

Sian...later got tuition...Monday is E maths...a lot of shit to memorise...

Finally the social studies exam is over...Can throw out the shit I crammed into my head...But still got another week before exams are over, and still got O level chinese on 31st October...

The vice principal stinks, coming up with an idea of sending those above 30 for L1R5 to boot camp for a whole month!??? What the....

I am going to sleep like a bloody pig on the weekend...knowing the fact that FM08 comes in 2 weeks...yay! Can Milan win all their games these 2 weeks? Hope that happens...

Sian...yanyan seems to be gone for a long time...still got 2 years...miss you yanyan!

First post here since moving from blogspot.com...

Currently in exam periods...Will update the whole thing once its over next Friday...